some things dont last long.

2011

2011-01-02T07:37:00.002+08:00

HI EVERYBODEH! I'M BACK!

STILL ALIVE AND KICKING.

heheheheh.

New year, new life, new resolution.

2010 is the past. Get over it.

My new year resolution ;

- Not to repeat my mistakes i made in 2o1o.
- Be a better muslimah

- Dress up abit more nicely. heheheh.
- Start saving up? :DDD
- Study harder.

thats all for now (:

I miss you.

2010-04-03T22:08:00.002+08:00

My siblings and I were in the car, on the way to the family gathering at Hougang when I suddenly thought of my late grandma. I started crying and texted my sister who was beside me, and she also started to cry.

I stopped crying when we reached the location, but aft sitting there and looking around, i started crying again. So i ran to the other blk so that no one will see me. I cried it all out, and i walked back to the place. Skali, i sat at the back, and my late grandma's brother came to me and asked, knape ni sorg2? Ade masalah ke?

As usual, I cant have ppl asking me qns when I'm controlling my tears. So, I burst into tears again. Bik Juju came to me and asked why... and I answered "teringatkan wawa.."

I forced myself to stop crying bcs I didnt wna spoil the mood of the event. I ran around, laughed, ate like no one's business. Love called to ask if I was okay (:

Karaoke, games & everything was fun.

As for lucky draw, I won 2nd prize, Syahira won 7th prize, and Syahir won the 20th.

2010-03-26T13:46:00.002+08:00

gambar lawa eh.

HAHAHA.

anyway, i'm moving to another blog soon.

its still under construction :D

2010-03-22T00:14:00.002+08:00

If only i can turn back time, I'd wna be a young kid, where I dont have to worry about anything & anyone. Being a teenager, thousands of problems come and go. Esp when it comes to friends... and boys?

I dislike being with a guy, and with so many ppl knwing abt it. The reason is, when something, or anything happens, others yg melebih. The example seemed rather obvious. Sape mkn cili, dia terasa pedasnya.

I got my reasons for things to happen, and for sure i do whats best for me, or maybe others. I dont do things suke2 je kan. Ade hikmah disebalik everything that happens.

But whatever it is, Allah knows best. Kite yang merancang, Tuhan yg menentukan.

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Went to Masjid Al-Iman to support my fellow friends who were in the top 12 for the Haji Paiman Oratorical Challenge. Tipah and i were the ones who were super tensed lah! Hehee.

I feel super nervous for them.

Syaakir was the first speaker, and I can see his hands shivering. Then Firdaus was speaker number... idontremember. And Su'aidah was the11th speaker. She was awesome. She smiled throughout.

Syaakir and Firdaus dpt consolation prize, and Su'aidah got 3rd place.

MARHA MARHA!

I'm proud of you sweetheart (:

2010-03-21T00:58:00.001+08:00

Fine, when it comes to this, I'm the bitch.

2010-03-20T15:13:00.001+08:00

I miss you.

Whoever you are.

fun filled moments.

2010-03-19T23:27:00.003+08:00

Everything has its limits.

And yes, i think its reaching my limits lah. I know you're upset. I am too. Its hard for you, its harder for me. Too many ppl asked me wht happened and all that. I didnt choose this, you made me do this. I didnt choose this path bcs I suke2 wna leave. Please. I'm the type who'd stick to my decisions. Kalau tk caye, tanye Mutallib. He knows me best when it comes to this. You're not making me feel better. You're making me feel worst.

This month had been fun giler.

Firstly, I think i watched a lot of movies. Hehehee. Last week, I watched Dear John, then on Monday, I watched Cop Out, ystd I watched How to train your dragon 3D. Did i miss out anything? Entah eh.

Secondly, ANC was awesome. Get to meet many people. The best thing was that my grp had awesomely fun facilitators - Putra, Hadi & Farid. Being the only female faci, they really took great care of me. Thanks guys! :D

My team was grp 9, unfortunately the last grp, and I was the back faci. And yeaa, being the back faci means that I'm the last person cycling. There was no one behind me at all! Something scary happened to me unfortunately. I dont wish to reveal it. Kalau nk tau, tanye sendiri kay :D

Overall, it was something worth trying, though its tiring giler babs.

After night cycling, I had to rush home and siap & go for kendarat at Bedok. I was super tired laa. Aft hours of work, we all received $45 each. Gaji buta! Padahal I was like slpg most of the time. Hehehee.

Thirdly, my birthday was kinda awesome this yr (:

Gang surprised me by holding a cake at the door. Hehehee.

Forth, managed to meet up with sec sch friends - Sab, Ummu & Iskandar. Gerek! Sorry i had to go off early. Meet up soon! :D

Fifth, Captains Ball was awesome! My team won!

Congrats team Uhud (blue).

The ones who played was Me, Syaakir, Ust Hamzah, Farah & Hanafee.

Dah. This part is for sape2 yg terasa lah eh. I didnt hancurkan yr hubungan with him. You were the one who destroyed your own r/s. He's a nice person, and I only regard him as a brother. You've taken advantage of his trust. He left you bcs of yr actions, and obviously it wasnt bcs of me. So please, bbl tu biar beralas sikit eh. Jangan nk pandai2 salahkan org.

2010-03-19T01:25:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry for whatever I've done.

2010-03-10T01:03:00.002+08:00

Today was fun. Before I left home, I washed the dishes and swept the floor. So, I left home without worrying about getting scolded :D

Met Fairuz at Admiralty, and took 913 to Wdlds lama. We walked around and our eyes were hooked to this one baju. Very nice! And its only $10. Furthermore, there're 3 pieces ; for me, Fairuz, Farah. Lepas tu pergi makaaaaaaaan.

It was like only 1 plus when we finished eating. So, we lepak-ed at FarahDee's house to kill time.

Supposed to meet up with sec sch loves today at 4.30pm at amk. Tetapi, one by one couldnt make it. Since i really wanted to watch Dear John, I asked Farid and Mutallib along. Nasib baik dorg gerek nye type. Ajak klua mesti on nye. Hehehee.

Dear John was A-W-E-S-O-M-E. Seriously. Me and Tallib cried. The movie was super touching and meaningful. I think Farid controlled his tears? Hahahah.

Kalau lah hari2 bleh ktawe mcm gini. Kan best?

To MHJ.

2010-03-08T23:42:00.003+08:00

Well I guess Taylor Lautner's photograph will calm me down bcs this post is about letting out my anger.

To whom it may concern :

I know that you've been reading my blog. I'm fine with it, but try to understand my post or ask me qns before making assumptions. You're well known for making false assumption. Well, typical you. Tapi, jgn nak merepek ah. I've had enough man. Kau nak delete aku dari fb kau, aku tk kesah. Tapi, change your bloody attitude man. Seriously. Jangan nak macam paham, and act like you knw everything. Stop it sak. Well I'm not the only one who thinks tht way. I'm glad I'm not. When will your mindset change? Bile nk jadi matured? Harapkan umur je da brape. Why are you so narrow minded? Klua gi blaja ngn laki je matae ah? Tumpang naek kreta kwn laki je matae ah? Slame ni i go out with faruq, mutallib, why nvr assume they're my boyfriend? You're irritating my ass off man. Please ah eh. Stop blaming me for everything. Dah lah eh. Gasak kau ah ape kau nak cakap. Buang mase !

2010-03-01T23:34:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow would be the last day of exams !

And I'm busy for the rest of the week ready.

After paper tmr, me and the girls are going to Marina Barrage bcs the girls havent went there yet. Teehee.

Somehow i cant wait for tmr.

Wednesday morning, I'm going to Darul Ma'wa with Kak Mila and Tallib.

Meeting with Kak Aidah and CS at 3.30pm.

Another meeting at 7.30pm.

Another meeting on Friday night.

meeeeeeeting je.

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Dont be such an irritating ass will you?

Will you ever change?

k bye. selamat malam.

2010-03-01T18:45:00.003+08:00

When you look me in the eyes, tell me that you love me ~

Sleeping pills are working for me these few days.

I finally get plenty of sleep, just tht i get abit drowsy whenever i wake up the next morning.

After fetching Syafiq and Syahir frm sch, mama wanted me to take food frm her stall. Since someone was driving today, he sent us over.

In the car, Syafiq was talking all the way lah.

"How come you knw how to drive car?"

"Kakak, i think you look like you're 17."

Wooohoo !

I look young baybeh.

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Just a little something from me.

I guess that relationships aren't that impt.

We can be friends, and there's nothing wrong loving them.

Loving someone doesnt mean that we have to be together.

True?

So, i guess we'll just stay this way.

Time will tell ♥

i feel perfect in every way.

2010-03-01T00:50:00.003+08:00

Stomach cramps sucks big time.

Nonetheless, I had fun 'studying'& crapping today. Supposed to go to Kak Juju's house for housewarming, but dad wanted to bring along twins only.

Naek van to civic centre. Hehehe. What a bumpy ride. Tapi best ! Hehehe. We only managed to find a place after 15 mins or so. At first, i wasnt really motivated to study, and he worsened the situation by playing psp. Thanks yer. Tetapi, he still asks me to study. Bile dah boring sendiri, then i started studying.

Tak lame kemudian, si Mutallib pun sampai. We talktalktalk, and off we went to banquet. Hehehe.

Mutallib had to go off, and we walked home.

Best eh terperenjatkan org?

Naseb baek tak kene sembuh. HAHAHA.

NIGHTS PEOPLE.

true love exist.

2010-02-23T21:30:00.002+08:00

The quote above is very meaningful kan?

Yes, true love is worth fighting for..

Tapi nowadays susah nak carik someone who can really respect us girls.

Bdk2 zaman skrg tak abes2 engage themselves in maksiat.

A relationship doesnt mean you have to touch here, touch there, touch everywhere.

Being so intimate in the public.

Please laaaa.

It's a nuisance.

You knw its wrong, tapi you ppl still do it.

Tak tau malu ke?

I better stop here before anyone thinks I'm attacking them.

all about fun.

2010-02-11T18:26:00.004+08:00

Farhan's birthday party at McDonalds was fun.

Tufha is still talking about how fun it was actually.

Reached the party late bcs i had to fetch brothers frm sch.

Apart frm that, chauffeur was late.

HAHAHA.

When i reached there, i was warmly welcomed.

hehehe.

For the first time i felt like everyone was so close & the bond was strong.

Even our classmates weren't like that.

We played games meant for kids.

What do you expect? Party kat McD.

Tapi fun ah.

Scream like nobody's business.

Saw everyone's childish side.

SO CUTE !

The Classic Picture :D

As for today, i was late for class.

Cikgu pun tak heran.

C # SUBMITTED !

a yr older for them (:

2010-02-09T21:33:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING NAZIRAH & QAIYUM.

i love you both (:

and next month i'm turning 19.

omg...

i'm so not looking for it.

When darkness turns to light, it ends tonight.

2010-02-07T14:44:00.003+08:00

My weekends were filled with birthday parties by the beach.

On Saturday, Qaiyum and my cousin, Azliyana celebrated their birthdays at Changi beach.

Qaiyum's at pit 7, and Nana's at pit 15.

And on Sunday, it was Aisyah's bdae at Pasir Ris Park.

Now let me write in details of wht happened on sat & sun :D

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SATURDAY

Reached masjid at 11am.

While waiting for mutallib, had a karaoke session with ust fazli & hazirah. Ust Fazli asl bleh strum the guitar, while me & hazirah sang songs.

Then, I've seen kak aidah's crazy side. We sang like almost the whole time in the office. We sang songs and continued each other's lines. So fun. ^^

Everyone in the office had to help ust hamzah cut the jigsaw puzzle. Mind-boggling man..

Had a super long mrt + bus ride to changi beach.

Learnt something : never wear a long dress to the beach.

Everything was quite fun lah hor.

Enjoyed the breeze.

Had sentimental moments.

Sang songs.

For the first time, dpt lepak ngn kwn till like 1 ++ in the morning.

Gerek tauuuuuuuuu.

And yeah, reached home at 3am.

Oh so tired ~

SUNDAY

Woke up like damn late.

Aisyah's party was like supposed to be at 3pm.

Me and sissy left house at 6?

Kite mcm penat sgt lah.

And we reached her tmpt tu at ard 7 ++ almost 8 i think.

We panjat2 those spider webs yg kat pasir ris park tu, and tadaaaaaaaaa, my sandal snapped !

Aisyah wore all white, and everyone freaked out.

Hehehehe.

Gerek ahh.

Achievement tau dpt panjat sampai atas~

Syahira takot :p

And as for today, met the girls at Adm at 8.

Presentation was like so informal.

Cikgu so pekak.

aku tumbok muke kau baru tau.

hmph !

Burden lessen-ed.

2010-02-05T20:37:00.004+08:00

After all the hardwork, we've finally submitted our Innovation Project & IT in Engineering report.

YAY !

We're only left with Innovation Project's presentation on Monday and the bloody C# project submission on Thursday, and then..

END OF YEAR 1 !

Today is Cristiano Ronaldo's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

:DDDDD

But..

I'm over him !

I'm head over heels with...

TAYLOR LAUTNER !

so handsome..

*melts..*

k dah enough.

bye !

Tiring Thursday ♥

2010-02-05T00:45:00.003+08:00

Friday, 5 February 2010

How i wished i can just rest. That's all I need.

I had a very tiring Thursday.

Andrew's house
dreamweaver not working.
took bus to AMK
ate at LJS.
Chua Chu Kang - Seri's hse.
WEBSITE COMPLETED !
Someone sent us over to fizah's hse naek kreta ♥
Bukit Panjang - Fizah's hse.
report 75% done.
ate cheese fries
Home !

Tiring kan ? Went to 3 different house just to do Innovation Project.

Smiled alot today.

Good night people !

♥

2010-02-03T19:50:00.002+08:00

Wednesday, 3 Feb 10.

The ones who's always there for me, without fail.

I love you both (:

We have to submit 2 projects this friday.

I heard tht dreamweaver and flash is being a bitch.

So many errors in it.

If only i have super power, i'd make all my projects done in the best state & poof !

Tros dpt A.

berangaaaaaan ~

Went to seri's hse just now to work on dreamweaver.

I did part of the report, and helped fizah with the dreamweaver.

Fell aslp for awhile.

Hehehee.

The next moment, tibe2 si fadzil tu dah sampai kat bwh, nk anta fizah balek.

I ended up going home myself.

Pffft.

Naseb baek dah pernah gi rumah Seri.

Kalau tk, sesat sendiri.

Someone even wanted to send me home.

He asked me to wait for him kat chua chu kang.

I rejected his offer, and he merajok..

k lah bye !

2010-01-31T18:03:00.002+08:00

Sunday, 31 Jan 10.

The picture is nice :D

No meaning behind it lah.

I get jealous seeing other couples so sweet.

Spending time tgr, being there for each other, helping each other, doing everything tgr. Having a hand to hold when they need someone. They have someone to hug whenever they feel down.

Thats all the advantages of being in a relationship.

Truth is, I'm afraid to be in a relationship alr.

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I'm currently trying to do my c# project. Tapi i seriously dno how to do, & what to do. Ade kwn, sume tk nk tolong. Ade pulak sanggup buat crite. Hais. I'm seriously on the verge of giving up.

Alr the last in class for DSA. What more can i say ?

friendship.

2010-01-29T21:47:00.003+08:00

Friday, 29 Jan 10.

" Friendship is the cooperative and supportive relationship between people. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, affection, and respect along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis. Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as the exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors. Yet for some, the practical execution of friendship is little more than the trust that someone will not harm them.

Value that is found in friendships is often the result of a friend demonstrating the following on a consistent basis:

the tendency to desire what is best for the other
sympathy and empathy
honesty, perhaps in situations where it may be difficult for others to speak the truth, especially in terms of pointing out the perceived faults of one's counterpart
mutual understanding"

This is the definition of 'friendship' I found on wikipedia, & its super meaningful.

Fizah have been a very happy person since she met Fadzil. Makin happy makin irritating eh babe? Hehee. Like wht i say, make sure kau jage diri baek2. Kalau die buat pape, jage ah. Aku gantung kpale babi kat dpn rumah die. Hehehee.

Me and Tufha love you babe.
Goodluck ! (:

2010-01-25T20:58:00.002+08:00

wednesday, 27 jan 10.

Happy Birthday to my dearest Yani ♥.

May your dreams and wishes comes true, and be a better person in life.

I love you babe (:

Went to cut my hair at wdlds mart with Mutallib just now.

My hair's short now :D

But i think i look like an indonesian maid.

Damn :/

Sleeping pills are really killing me. I cant seem to wake up in the morning. My head would be spinning like a _____. (I dno how to describe) That caused me to be like super mabok. Pfffft. However, if i dont take my sleeping pills, i'd wake up with so many scratch marks, and blood here and there. I wna go back to the skin centre to meet my specialist. Tapi stakat jumpe doctor je, its alr $50. Plus the medications and all, dah lebih $100. Mane nak dpt duit tu ?

Okay, let's side-track.

I'm invited to 3 birthday parties in February.

6 Feb - Qaiyum's 17.

7 Feb - Aisyah's 20.

10 Feb - Farhan's 20.

My birthday is in March. Anyone wna organise for me a party? :D

Hehehee.

Never had one before :/

2010-01-22T00:59:00.002+08:00

friday, 22 jan 10

1.00am

went out with my 2 darlings ; Ahmad Rusdi & Nur Aisyah :D

one word says it all ; AWESOME.

2010-01-16T22:10:00.002+08:00

saturday, 16 Jan 2010

10.13pm.

I guess I just feel like updating my blog, since its been so dead. Heheheee. As you can see, I've changed my blogskin. CANTIK KAN ? Hehehe. I knw. Se-cantik orgnye. Huahuahuaa.

Tmr's the day. AMAZING RACE ! Hehehee. I hope everything will go on well lah. At least all our hard work will be paid off.

I'm hungry, but i dont feel like eating. How ?

I didnt feel quite well today. I feel like vomiting. I feel so tired. But, why am i so weak nowadays ? I used to be so healthy. I seldom fall sick. After falling sick recently, & getting 7 days MC, i think everything's changed.

Hmmm, i think by looking at the photo below, i'll feel better.

YAY.

AHHHH, i'm healthy now, i'm healthy now !

Haiyaa, I dno why, but i think I'm really obsessed with Taylor now.

DAH SAH TAKDE KERJE.

okay, i shall lyn Syahir now.

He's crying bcs i ignored him.
Heheee.

NIGHTS PEOPLE.

the change in you.

2010-01-16T20:20:00.003+08:00

Saturday, 16 January 2010.

8.37pm.

Thanks to most of you, especially Tufha & Fizah for not sucking as a friend.

You both have always been there for me whenever i need someone to talk to, and listen to my stories. Sayaaaaaang korg (:

However, for this particular someone, i guess you did suck as a friend. You've changed alot. Like literally alot. I'm utterly upset & disappointed in you. You changed, and you made me realised how much I really disliked you now. As a friend, i knw i'm supposed to accept the change in you, tapi now its alr unacceptable. Your change isnt only affecting me, but affecting many others. Your ego is as big as you i guess. Such a hypocrite. I guess most of my secrets leaked out bcs of you. I thought you're the one i could trust most. I told like almost everything to you. Talk behind my back huh ? I guess now, there's so many others who's talking behind your back.

"dah ade member baru, luper member lamer"

About that, I dont really mind. I dont care who you wna mix with.
Urgh. Whtvr. I dont care abt you anymore.'

To hell with you, dammit.

2010-01-13T23:09:00.002+08:00

READ THIS.

2010-01-08T02:06:00.002+08:00

friday, 8th January 2010.

2.30am.

happy birthday to AZURAA & AZILAA.

they're like twins kan ?

tapi they're not.
Azura turned 18 last monday, & azila turns 16 today.

okay.
I LOVE YOU BOTH.

2010-01-05T23:35:00.002+08:00

Tuesday, 5 Jan 2010.
11.38pm.

This might be abit late but, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE. Its alr 2010. OMG. Thats like super fast kan ? Like very. Pffft. And yeahhh, I'm turning 19 this year. Yes, 19 ! OhMyGod. Even Hanafee always say this to me : "Syaf, i still cant believe tht you're turning 19 this yr. You look too young for 19 !" Other than that, i guess i'm still too stubborn to be 19. Hmmm..

See the quote on top ? It's meant for someone. Yes, someone i used to love very much. We used to be tgr for ard 2 years plus.. And yeaa, he's the most difficult to get over. But what hurts the most, he's alr in love with someone else. Though i contacted other guys aft him, he's still on my mind. I really dno wht i should do. I feel so stupid to be thinking abt this. He's the best i've met before. Hais. What am i thinking ? He's happy with her now. Maybe i should just accept the fact that he's not mine anymore, and we'll nvr be together again. I'm sorry but i love you ):

2009-11-02T08:22:00.004+08:00

Monday, 2 Nov 09.

9.00 am.

I'm having Innovation Project now.

Mr Sum just read through the storyline and he kept asking.. "Whr's the YOG ? Must include YOG you knw.."

Kpale otak die ah.

Aku sekel kpale die baru tau.

Now me Tufha and Fizah cume tgk muke each other senyum2 sendiri.

heheh.

Aman is watching Bohsia.

Randy is smiling to himself while looking into his laptop.

Sky is walking around the class.

ShengXian ngh step cool.

QinHan, XuanWei, Bernard and PohSeng tgh ade mesyuarat.

Catherine ngh bbl ngn si Sum.

dah sah i got nothing better to do.

i wna let smth out..

Why do you want me to msg you every morning i wake up ?

Do I still have to report everything to you ?

Mane aku gi pon nk kene blg ?

You chose to end it.

Its too late man.

I wont come back to you.

laen kali aku blg die ahhh..

i'm attached.

YES.

i'm attached.

to the very hot guy.

Taylor Lautner ♥

I'M HUNGRY.
k bye.

2009-10-25T20:59:00.003+08:00

Sunday, 25 Oct 09.
9.04pm.

the picture is nice.
but its so not true.
hahaa !

lately my phone have been quiet.
no smses.
the only ones who msged are tufha and fizah.
ehehehe.

Tufha and Fizah are 2 great friends of mine.
Though we only first met on the 20th April this yr, our chemistry is veryyy strong.
We can talk about almost anything under the sun.
Family. History. School. Studies. Boys.

Our favourie topic, BOYS.
Hahaha !
Maybe not Tufha's.
Me and Fizah's favourite :D
We like to look at boys and comment on them.
HAHAHA !

Other then that, we can also go around commenting on people.
How others walk, how others talk, what they where.
Everything lah !
Hehehe.

I somehow look forward to go to school because of them.
Without them, I guess school is nothing.
Seriously, N-O-T-H-I-N-G.

HEHEHE.
I love Fizah & Tufha lah !
(:

2009-10-08T22:34:00.002+08:00

thursday 8 oct 09.
10.40 pm.

050709 - 081009

I guess my love life really suck.
So what if ppl always say.. "Kau lawa pe.. Satu pergi, satu dtg.."
Well that really didnt help.

Hais..
Takpe lah eh.
I shall start being very arrogant to guys.

Bye.

2009-10-08T01:02:00.002+08:00

thursday, 8 oct 09.
1.50 am.

currently listening to : kekasih gelapku by ungu
" ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun.. meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu..
ku mencintimu sedalam dalam hatiku.. meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku... "

woooohhhh !

jiwang nye.

hehehehe.

"Dear sis, come to the mosque at 2.30 instead"
woohooo !
longer time to sleep.

hehehehe.

Kak Mila changed the time bcs YU went to Kak Zana's hse.

Waited for Halizah at the masjid nye gate.

She took the cab to the mosque and mak said "Amboi.. Mak susah susah beros jamban, anak mak senang2 naek taxi"

Waited for Kak Surattenah and we ate kuih rayaaaaa.

Me and Liza actually tgh lapar giler lah bcs we havent ate since morning.

Kak Surattenah came and told us what to do.

We had a whole stack of Zakat receipts tht we had to photocopy bcs its supposed to be submitted to MUIS.

So, we started work at ard 3pm ?

I did the photocopy-ing and Liza did the sorting out an stapling.

FUUUHHHHHH.

I was standing like more than an hour photocopy-ing papers man !

hehehehehe.

banyak complain lahhh.

Aft we were done, we went to Syed Restaurant.

(restaurant seh.. padahal kedai kopi. hehehee!)

Me and Liza had been craving for Mee Kuah.
So, we ordered mee kuah !

yay.

But this time round, it was like pedas gilerrrrr nye !

I had 2 tins of ice lemon tea and Liza had 2 tins of coke.

Pastu satu satu mcm orang mabok.

Story-telled and laughed like nobody's business.

Soon after, we rushed back to the mosque to go to the toilet.

Me and Liza shared alot of stories.

hehehe.

Dont worry babe, my lips are sealed (:

i love you.

i love you not.

2009-10-07T00:44:00.002+08:00

wednesday, 7 oct 09.
12.49am.

happy 17th birthday ass !

2009-10-01T19:49:00.002+08:00

thursday 1 Oct 09.
7.48pm.

Firstly, I'd like to wish all those young at heart a Happy Children's Day !

Okay.
I woke up very early today despite eatiing my medicine ytd night :D

Mutallib came and we lepak-ed kejap.
We watched the CPR video part 5 when Hurul and Muhammad were on the phone, then Iswandi, Syahid and Fatyh sang bidadari hatiku.

Me and Tallib went "awwwwwww...! "

At 11 am, Mutallib and I went to Woodlands Mart to cut my hair !

That lady shampoo-ed my hair and massaged my head.

SHOK SIA.

And guess wht ?

Tallib was the one who fell aslp.

Aft cutting to lenght, they rinsed and blow dry my hair.

Aft that, then the lady started layering my hair.

Lepas tu, she applied some kind of cream to my hair and blow dry agn.

Everything cost $ 26 but its worth it ah.

More than an hour seh !

Maybe 2 hours ?

Entah lah.

Damn I feel so good!

My head feels lighter.
Hehehe.

No more microphone for the guys ;p

Reached home and watched Twilight DVD.

Felt aslp and woke up at ard 5 ++ ?

HEHEHE.

damn Taylor Lautner is so hot !

iloveyouwhoever.

2009-09-30T19:35:00.002+08:00

wednesday, 30 september 2009.
8.43pm.

things arent going so well btwn me and the guy up there.

only Allah knws wht my feelings exactly are.

hais.

anyway, skin centre appointment was okay today.

i was smiling my ass out when i left the consultation room.
hehehe.

the doctor said "Well done pretty girl. Make sure you apply the moisturiser more regularly."

it was such a relieve !

i was actually scared bcs i didnt finish up the steroids, and my skin condition have not much difference.

hahaha !

sape2 nk tumpangkan saye naek motor ?

hahaha !

okay.. i'll ask my dad to buy a motorbike so tht he can ride me around..

dream onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

2009-09-26T02:47:00.001+08:00

saturday, 26 sept 09.
2.49am.

i love you.

2009-09-23T15:20:00.002+08:00

wednesday, 23 sept 09.
3.22pm.

i'm blogging again, finally.

hari raya has been going well for the past few days.

i guess past years' raya were better.

supposed to have lunch date with nabilah, junkiat and hamid today.

was cancelled bcs hamid had to go to work

there's always a next time!

self reflection:

i guess i should really change my attitude bcs parents werent really happy with me and sister.

sister, lets change !

mcm senang gitu nak ubah perangai eh ?

okay thats all for now.

2009-08-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

I was walking alone when this incident happened.

The night seemed so quiet and steady.

Suddenly, I heard footsteps behind me.

I turned around and I saw a man wearing a red polo tee.

I quickly walked as fast as I can.

When i turned again, he was following very closely.

I panicked and ran as fast as I could.

When I reached a nearby carpark, I squatted down and hid behind a car.

I was gasping for air while looking around, searching for any signs of the man.

I waited there for about 5 minutes and decided to run to my house.

I stood up and ran as quickly as possible.

I reached my void deck and saw the man.

The man threw the thing he was holding at me.

It was a cat !

I screamed as loud as I could.

I opened my eyes and realised that I was still screaming, and the worst part is, my sister was staring at me, with a shocked expression.

I laughed when i looked at her and realised how stupid it was to have nightmare.

HUAHUAHUA.

k lah.

senang kate, i mimpi tht someone threw a cat at me and i screamed.

i opened my eyes and my sis looked damn shocked.

and i laughed at her bcs of her expression, and she thought i kene sampok.

HAHAHA.

okay.

i hope you understand my story.

HAPPY LAUGHING.

lol.

2009-08-18T22:49:00.000+08:00

tuesday, 18 aug 09.
10.50 pm.

i managed to update my blog.

FINALLY.

thanks to sissy's laptop.

my exams are starting next week !

like toot.

there's too many things happening lah.

MHJ.

2009-07-19T10:35:00.005+08:00

Monday, 20 july 2009

12.54 am.

currently addicted to the song hush hush by pussycat dolls.

hahah !

thanks to tufha and fizah lah.

well girls, we found out the disappointing fact eh.

cant believe it either.

lol.

went to meet aman at paya lebar mrt station at ard 4 pm.

fizah was late, so we went to tanjong katong complex first.

hahaha.

i only rmb-ed tht i only went there during bulan puasa.

aman bought his dno wht coloured contact lens.

den we walked to haig rd to look for the shoes and smart pants.

it seems difficult for him to search for pants bcs he's small !

lol.

we then met up with fizah at the bus stop.

fizah's cute !

heh.

took the bus to aman's place.

we did the project !

hahaha.

me and fizah got too comfortable tht we kept singing out loud like nobody's business.

left his place at ard 10pm.

aman sent us to the bus stop.

damn scary lah seh.

the place is like so deserted.

took the bus to toa payoh bus interchange.

we alighted at amk mrt station bcs we needed the toilet urgently.

hahahaha !

slenge sak.

it was alr ard 11 by then.

mummy called and asked whr i was at.

ahahahahah.

ended up reaching home at 11.45pm.

hush hush

I Never Needed You To Be Strong
I Never Needed You For Pointing Out My Wrongs

I Never Needed Pain,

I Never Needed Strain

My Love For You Was Strong Enough You Should Have Known

I Never Needed You For Judgement

I Never Needed You To Question What I Spent

I Never Ask For Help,

I Take Care Of Myself,

I Don't Know Why You Think You've Got A Hold On Me

And it's A Little Late For Conversations

There Isn't Anything For You To Say

And My Eye's Hurt, Hand's Shiver,

So Look At Me And Listen To Me Because

I don't Want Too,

Stay Another Minute

I don't Want You,

To Say A Single Word

Hush, Hush, Hush, Hush

There Is No Other Way,

I Get The Final Say Because,

I don't Want Too,

Do This Any Longer

I don't Want You,

There's Nothing Left To Say

Hush, Hush, Hush, Hush

I've Already Spoken,

Our Love Is Broken

Baby Hush, Hush

I Never Needed Your Corrections

On Everything From How I Act To What I Say

I Never Needed Words

I Never Needed Hurts

I Never Needed You To Be There Everyday

I'm Sorry For The Way I Let Go

From Everything I Wanted When You Came Along

But I'm Never Beaten,

Broken not Defeated

I Know Next To You Is Not Where I Belong

And it's A Little Late For Explanations

There Isn't Anything That You Can Do

And My Eye's Hurt,

Hand's Shiver,

So You Will Listen When I Say

I don't Want Too,

Stay Another Minute

I don't Want You,

To Say A Single Word

Hush, Hush, Hush, Hush

There Is No Other Way,

I Get The Final Say Because,

I don't Want Too,

Do This Any Longer

I don't Want You,

There's Nothing Left To Say

Hush, Hush, Hush, Hush

I've Already Spoken,

Our Love Is Broken

Baby Hush, Hush

No More Words,

No More Lies,

No More Crying

No More Pain,

No More Hurt,

No More Trying

Yeaaaaahh

BecauseI don't Want Too,

Stay Another Minute

I don't Want You,

To Say A Single Word

Hush, Hush, Hush, Hush

There Is No Other Way,

I Get The Final Say Because,

I don't Want Too,

Do This Any Longer

I don't Want You,

There's Nothing Left To Say

Hush, Hush, Hush, Hush

I've Already Spoken,

Our Love Is Broken

Baby Hush, Hush

Yeaaaaah (Hush, Hush, Hush, Hush)

I've Already Spoken,

Our Love Is Broken

Baby HUSH HUSH...

what do you call someone who tells around everything abt their personal matters ?

i call them monster (:

OKAY..

its alr 1.11am and i shall continue doing my stupid PD project.

2009-07-15T22:13:00.002+08:00

wednesday, 15 july 09.
10.13pm.

its been some time since i last updated.

several things happened.

1. watched obsessed at amk cathay, and it was a darn great movie.

2. passed my doa2 for solat test.

3. drank lots of double choc frappes for the past wk.

4. got 40/50 for BIS open book test.

5. couldnt play for POL-ITE ):

6. broke down for nothing several times ?

7. me, fizah & tufha got addicted with leaving sch during lunchtime.

8. fizah and i got scolded by tufha several times bcs of 'attempt of cabot-ing lectures'

9. for the first time, we had heart to heart talks & i treasure them loads. i love you girls lah (: you should knw who you are (:

10. NYP WON SP 8-0 .

11. kena accused of something soooo un-true.

12, found someone who's willing to be my listening ear, shaf (:

i love tufha and fizah.

2009-07-05T20:57:00.004+08:00

sunday, 5 july 09
9.05pm

my uncle is married !

yay.

hahaha!

went to watch him nikah ytd.

and yeah, i heard everything tht the imam said.

it seems like getting married isnt smth easy.

requires alot of sacrifices and many more stuffs.

being in a r/s is alr not easy.

wht else marriage ?

fuhhhh.

k daaa.

i'm talking abt smth thts far too ....

okay shut up.

ahahah.

me and my sis wore the wrong baju kurung today.

hahah !

i wore hers, and she wore mine.

so i guess you can imagine how we look.

lol.

sis went for her badminton competition thingy in the morning.

so we wanted to fetch her frm west coast cc.

when my dad's car entered the highway, we witnessed an accident.

it was between a car and a motorbike.

the car swerved and langgar-ed the bike.

and guess wht ?

i even saw the rider rolling on the floor.

the worst part was tht there was a child !

it was a child and dad.

the child looked like he's in primary 3 or 4 like tht.

he was crying.

saw blood and..

aiyaaa.

i panicked like hell ahh.

dad stopped the car at the road shoulder and helped out.

i cried in the car and i didnt knw why.

its like soooo kesian !

i suddenly thought of the ppl who ride motorcycle, who have licence and who wants motorcycle licence.

PLEASE RIDE SAFELY.

thts all for now !

bye.

2009-07-04T16:30:00.002+08:00

saturday, 04 july 09.
4.34 pm.

there's so many things rushing through my mind right now.

too many tht i dont even knw wht i'm thinking of.

i'm sorry.
i never meant to hurt you the way i know i had.

2009-06-28T22:01:00.003+08:00

sunday, 28 june 09.
10.23 pm

met the MP, Mr K Shanmugan.

i hope its the correct spelling.

ahhahaha.

today's the most tiring day for me.

my stamina has been down this few days.

walked alot today.

frm chong pang to khatib

den khatib to yishun.

and more walking lah.

here are the photos taken ytd at McCafe.

only 2 lah.

me & the double choc frappe.

me and haziq and our frappes.

the other ppl's gmbr all not uploaded.

haha.

they were mutallib, aisyah, fee, ira,haziq and me.

one random shot at the playground.

and yeah ppl, even how tired i was, looking at these photos can make me laugh like mad.
i'm sure you will too.

BYE.

2009-06-26T00:20:00.002+08:00

TAYLOR LAUTNER !

mummy: boyfriend baru ke?

me: ya lah. c ronaldo nk kan paris sgt. kak dpt baru nye. lagi hot !

mummy: ewww. c ronaldo suke sgt bekas org.

HAHAHAHA.

i need you like i've never needed anyone before.

2009-06-25T23:34:00.006+08:00

friday, 26 june 09

12.14am.

on wednesday, 24 june, we had a cs outing.

it was damn fun lah.

haha !

we met at wdlds interchange, and took the bus to alexandra rd.

hahah !

we then walked through the whatever treetop, jungle walk & henderson waves !

aft dat, we took the mrt to shaw and watched transformers !

its so gerek.

haha !

now let the pictures do the talking.

2009-06-22T22:27:00.003+08:00

monday, 22 june 09.
10.43pm.

now, the mersing trip.

hahaha !

at aliff restaurant.

our gathering location.

when we reached mersing.

saiful and iwan.

they used to be so small !

now, they're much taller.

hmph.

dearest nazz.

fadhilah syg.
second day.

morninggggg.

last day, at the seafood restaurant at senibong.

nenek so cute !

yani!

nazz.

dahiyaharumi fadhilah.

hyrul.

batam! (:

2009-06-22T12:25:00.010+08:00

monday, 22 june 2009.
9.50pm.

today's my childhood friend, natasha auni's birthday.

we only meet like once in a while.

hahaha.

happy birthday sweetheart!

and yeaaa.

i should start blogging abt my batam trip.

wont go into details though.

it took me such a looooooooooooong time just to upload and arrange the photos.

what the toot.

before final briefing at masjid.

CS !

hazirah.

everyone who went for the trip.

exclude din please.

hahaha.

at the rumah anak yatim.

dinner at Harbourbay seafood restaurant.

the ambience was awesome.

and the food was damn nice !

mutallib.

ust ruhaizan.

halizah.

in the bus back to the hotel.

day 2 was the most tiring day.

woke up early for breakfast.

went to masjid furqan to paint the second level.

it was tiring, but the sense of satisfaction was there.

luqman, the cutest and youngest participant.

everyone was dead tired aft painting the second level.

nevertheless, we still went to the kek lapis factory and keropok shop aft tht.

everyone looked so burok bcs most of them has paint stains on their clothes.

then we went bck to our hotels to wash up and refresh ourselves.

aft dat, we went for our dinner, & SHOPPING !

hahahaha.

we made friends with dis grp of guys.

ahahaha.

when me, halizah and hafizah was browsing through the clothes, choosing which colour to buy, one of them approached us.

guy: kamu dari singapur ya ?

halizah: iyaa. mana kamu tau ?

guy: wanita singapur manis-manis belaka( points at me )

HAHAHA !

hafizah fell in love with this guy.

din dangerrr !

this is what happens if tired ppl meet.

they became feminine.

look at faruq. HAHAH.

i was actually pointing my middle finger at him.

oh ya !

these are the photos taken aft dinner before shopping.

salah arrange dahh.

and this was taken outside the shopping centre.

we were waiting for the bus to send us back to the hotel.

see our tired faces.

last day !

with the twins, syafiqah and syafizah.

i seriously dno which is which in the photo.

hahaha !

aft shopping, otw to the ferry terminal.

our tour guide, pak ali.

bus in singapore !

luqman !

at last.

2009-06-18T22:48:00.003+08:00

thursday, 18 june 09.
10.48pm.

i'm back from Batam !

& i'm off to Mersing tmr morning at 6.

oh Tuhan !

seriously, i'm damn tired.

reaaaally tired.

from ...

- the teaching at the orphanage .

- painting of the newly built Masjid Furqan.

- to crying bcs of the damn sad tazkirah.

- shopping !

- laughing till we cried.

okay bye.

2009-06-13T23:17:00.008+08:00

sunday, 14 june 09.
12.42 am.

lpk session with sayangs was damn gerek lah.

we took many photos today.

i woke up at 11 today.

hahha.

instead of taking 965, me and sis took 969.

we ended up alighting at one of the bus stops and took ard 20 mins touring ard the area before we reached the mosque.

i didnt knw tht the guys were super excited taking pictures.

haha !

qaiyum was un-ready and laughing.

now he's ready ;D

after some time cam whoring, tallib, haziq and qaiyum had to go for marhaban.

so, they had to wear jubah.

so cute !

hahahahaha.

pak haji salah ajaran !

haji qaiyum

haji mutallib

haji haziq.

haji mutallib dan dayang dayang nya.

i'm the slimmest afterall.

HAHAHA !

aft tht, me and liza met up with faruq, syahira and hanafee at the mcD nearby.

mkn-ed & laughed alot.

me and liza also discussed abt the tazkirah thingyyyy.

hahaha !

we got an evil plan !

MUAHAHA.

muke ku original and not plastic ;D

hanafee tk btol sikit.

faruq the slenge.

aft that, we didnt knw wht to do bcs we had to wait for mutallib and qaiyum and haziq.

so, we lpk-ed at one of the void decks for awhile and then decided to lepak at my house.

we watched 'jangan tegur' for abt 10 mins, and then mutallib, haziq and qaiyum reached,

continued watching ramai2.

fun seh.

hhahaha.

can see the kental side of the guys.

HAHAHAHA.

and then , more pictures !

i wonder how the guys managed to pakai the cap tinggi tinggi.

it kept falling off our heads.

HAHAHA.

I CANT WAIT FOR BATAM !

2009-06-12T22:39:00.002+08:00

friday, 12 june 09.
11.26pm.

me and faruq looked like kembar siam.

HAHAHA !

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE !

like finally ..

i'd be spending my first week overseas, & second wk studying and wna spend more time with toot.

HAHA.

iloveyou !

quick !

2009-06-10T10:50:00.002+08:00

wednesday, 10 june 09.
1111am.

i want the holidays quick !

studies are getting wayyyy out of hand.

urghh.

business information system & principles of computing are the killers.

*&^%$!

i shall blog abt wht i'm gna do frm today till next wk.

today

meeting with halizah and mutallib at my place to plan for the activities at batam.

we're the facilitators for the trip.

yay !

11 june 09

school frm 10 till 4.

soccer frm 6 to 9.

it clashes with the batam briefing which would be at 8.

hmm.

12 june 09

sch frm 9 to 4.

go home and shall start packing !

13 june 09

no plans yet i guess.

14 june 09

soccer match at jurong.

no idea which part of jurong.

HAHAHAH.

15 june 09

out with shikin and mat !

not confirmed yet lahh.

16 -18 june 09

BATAM !

community service trip.

19-21 june 09

MERSING !

with family, cousins, aunties & uncles !

yay.

someone's gna miss me like mad !

hahahahah.

because you loved me ♥

2009-06-09T19:35:00.004+08:00

tuesday, 9 june 09.

11.47pm.

i'm currently addicted to this one very meaningful song.

makin hari plak jiwang plak aku ni.

HAHAH !

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love i found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand i could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and i stood tall
I had your love i had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe i don't know that much
But i know this much is true
I was blessed because i was loved by you
You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me

to anyone who thinks its for you.

HAHAHAH !

♥♥♥♥♥

2009-06-09T19:14:00.003+08:00

tuesday, 9 june 09.
7.30 pm.

happy birthday fauzee (:

see, i have your photo okay.

i proved you wrong.

HAHAHA.

2009-06-07T17:12:00.002+08:00

sunday, 7 june 09.
5.20 pm.

this was the picture taken during dat asshole's bdae.

opps.

i mean venice.

HAHA!

headache, headache, go away ~

2009-06-07T00:21:00.004+08:00

sunday 7 june 09.
12.50am.

i had so much fun today!

like seeeeeriously.

* i'm lazy to blog. so, just see the photos ah k*

I LOVE CS.

2009-06-05T21:58:00.006+08:00

5 june 2009.
10.00 pm.

it hurts seeing our loved ones in pain.

we may not be one the feeling the pain, but the feeling is just so horrible when they tell us what they're facing.

it broke my heart when you said "the pain is unbearable".

i didnt knw what to do.

in fact, i dont even knw how to react.

i'm sorry for what you're going through.

i wished i could take all the pain frm you.

i hope its nothing very serious.

i'm worried sick abt you..

rest well darling.

alahai..

sedihnye aku.

2009-06-03T00:06:00.002+08:00

wednesday, 3 june 09.
12.16 am.

i feel the sudden urge of posting photos.

my dearest handsome boyfriend; syafiq (:

my dearest handsome boyfriend #2; ronaldo.

i heard he's going to real madrid ?

aiyoo darling..

listen to me lahh.

stay in man united !
please leh.

love me rite ...

overdued photos of sat's outing.

sis kept saying we looked the same.

this was taken just now.

i wna dismantle my body parts and send for massages.

other than that, my legs are to be sent for servicing.

2009-06-02T08:27:00.002+08:00

tuesday, 2nd june 2009.
8.39 am

i was the happiest person ytd.

i scored 2 goals!

i felt a sense of satisfaction man.

2 more days and it marks the first month of soccer trainings.

heh.

okay i shall stop bragging abt it.

to sila syg :

dont bother abt them.

let them say what they want.

hukum fitnah lebih teruk dari membunuh.

2009-05-31T18:32:00.002+08:00

sunday, 31 may 09.
6.34 pm.

hafizah, tufha & me.

taken aft venice's mini bdae celebration.

they're the best ppl i knw frm my class for now.

tufha is a very matured girl & i really respect her.

cheyyy.

she's my first friend frm the class.

second was jasmine, but she has withdrawn frm sch.

hmm.

so, hafizah takes over her place.

heh.

the three of us can laugh over anything under the sun.

esp when it comes to someone frm our class.

HAHAHA !

okay stop it.

went through several tests in the past weeks.

left with digital electronics on friday.

gd luck laaaa.

though i suck at cmaths, i wonder how i managed to get 8.5/10 for the first test & 10/10 for the second test.

heh.

must thank hafiz for helping me out though.

i think my next test would be logics.

gt time to help anot ?

i doubt so since you'd be busy with attachment.

on sat, i had super loads of fun with ust, tallib, sis & kak amalina.

went to geylang lib for sharing session of member of parliament in the morning.

then went to pergas for opening ceremony of book fair?

i think.

wanted to go to vivo but due to some unforseen circumstances, we didnt.

headed to masjid an-nur for we-dno-who's-wedding.

free food !

only ust knw the ones getting married.

so ustaz, when's yr turn ?

some of the yr 3 ppl are starting their attachments tmr.

good luck ppl.

esp to youu !

ily.

2009-05-25T23:38:00.002+08:00

monday, 25 may 09.
11.44 pm.

;D

i'm very tired bcs of soccer training.
i just realised tht the field is so big.
HAH.
imagine running to and fro for dno how many times .
you'll knw how i feel.

i'm tireddddddddddd.

2009-05-24T16:39:00.002+08:00

sunday, 24 may o9.
4.40pm.

its sunday !

and it means there sch tmr.

pfffft.

normally i spent more than 13 hours in sch on mondays!

sch starts at 8 am & ends at 6 pm.

aft dat, i have soccer training till 9 plus.
ohmygoddddd.

other than that, my phone & laptop's gna die any sooner.

there's problems with my phone buttons, the battery, it hangs almost every time.

what the helllllllll.

as for my laptop..

i guess only my apis knw the situation.

cheyy my apis seh.

lol.

my laptop is super rabak.

i just hope that the wire tk putus teros.

HAHAHAHA.

i'm currently "studying" my notes for business information system.

i guess nothing is absorbed.

there's VBA prac tmr.

i think my BIS gone case seh.

i dont wna retake the module sehhhhhhhhhh.

oh ya !

i was listening to the stupid song & i started laughing to myself bcs i thought of tufha and hafizah.

tufhaaaaa, see how much i think of you during the weekends.

aiyaaaa..

i swear i dno what to blog alr.

till next time !

love you !

2009-05-22T23:45:00.006+08:00

saturday, 15 may 2009.

12.15 am.

many memorable things happened this week.

urgh.

the good & also the bad.

want me to list them down ?

HAHAH.

okay.

the good

- comm skills presentation went well

- took pics with dearest classmates

- syahir broke his first tooth !

- spend every lunch break with apis and gang ?

-managed to talk to the guy whom tufha had been eyeing on.

HAHAHAHA !

the bad

- i'm still bingit abt what happened.

- my mood tend to change drastically when i think abt it agn

- BIS test gone !

- i seriously dont understand digital electronics & principles of computing.

-there's so many assignments !

okay, i cant think of anything anymore.

firstly, syahir broke his first tooth & he's so happy abt it !

and guess what ?

he cabut himself.

so daring !

see that lobang ?

HAHA.

here are the photoes taken aft the comm skills presentation.

everyone was awesomely stunning !

the class (:

my darlings ;D

with our favourite mrs yang!

with this skinny guy.

he thinks he's handsome.

HAHAHAHAH.

me, tufha & hafizah is addicted to some irritatingly disgusting song.
hahah!

my mood in sch today was affected by what happened ytd.
i didnt knw why i was so bingit when i think abt it.
what to do, some ppl ALWAYS wna win kan.
tk bleh kalah nye org.
hmph.

for now, i guess we just need to uji kesabaran kite org.
like seriously.
okay.
i shall stop bragging abt it bcs i'm starting to get very bingit agn.

thank you tufha, fyzah & apis for cheering me up.
;D
sayaaaaaaaang korg.

2009-05-19T19:03:00.003+08:00

tuesday, 19 may 09.
8.32pm.

love isnt abt saying it but expressing it.

you dont have to tell me that you love me.

just make me feel loved, & i'll love you more.

okay.

so jiwang.

hahaha!

the day was fun & filled with laughter throughout.

met tufha at admiralty at 10 in the morning.

glad that she's fine.

accompanied her to submit the statement of absence.

& guess what ?

we gt lost.

HAHAHA.

mane je kite pegi.

went to south canteen & met up with aman.

lol.

bought choc waffle & lepak-ed at the canteen for awhile.

time was up & we had to go our lab.

teacher checked our work & we did some practical.

aman was sitting beside me & sneezing like nobody's business.

however, he really helped me alot with the c# thingy.

thanks hor.

syg kau.

AHAHA.

spend the 2 hour break with apis & gang.

laughed alot.

played his psp & i think i fell aslp for awhile without anyone realising.

HAHAH.

tufha was laughing like mad when she was on the phone with her mum.

i'm still laughing when i thought abt what she told me.

HAHAHAHA !

tufha tufha.

went bck to class for web design lesson.

fuyoo.

i fell aslp for while.

i felt so lost & i really dno what i had to do.

had photoshop lesson & aman helped me again.

me & tufha was the last few to finish it.

and my comp suddenly went blank.

i was on the verge of crying coz i havent saved my work.

i asl bleh press2 the keyboard and i managed to save my work.

lps tu i just off-ed the comp & went off with tufha.

we were so fxcked up w web design.

pfft.

went off to the mrt station and board the train.

dis one lady kept staring at me& tufha.

hahahaha.

mcm nk gado lah sia!

tufha jeling maha jeling nye.

HAHAHAH.

& home sweet home

2009-05-18T23:22:00.003+08:00

monday, 18 may 09.
11.23pm.

totally true !

had monday blues.

haha.

felt so bored in sch at first.

tufha msged early in the morning saying tht she's having bad tonsils, & she's nt coming.

i was fine with it.

skali when i reached sch, fyzah wasnt there.

called her & heard her super sick voice.

damn.

both werent coming too.

at least i gt mubin to talk to during BIS.

heh.

sorry tufha.

apis came to collect my soccer boots & laptop.

thanks alot ah.

my shoulders were aching damn terribly.

during c maths lecture, i sat w ji mei & we started talking like nobody's business.

she wants me to intro her my ex.

HAHAH.

amek lah kau.

during lunch, i bought waffle & sat with the rest at blk N.

den i went to north canteen to meet apis & gang.

we were laughing like theres no tmr.

HAHA.

went to his lab to collect my laptop.

during PD, helen went through EQ.

& the worst thing was, the laptop wasnt used.

what the toot lah.

digital electronics was kinda ( insert word here )

i really dno how to describe.

i was kinda blur at first.

aman finished first.

i gt kinda stuck and he suddenly came to me and helped to explain those things.

once i was done, i went off with aman.

went to apis' lab and they were sitting outside.

hahaha.

lepak-ed jap while looking at gmbr gmbr kurus nye.

HAHAH.

when the clock struck 6, i went off to the stadium.

started dribbling balls and stuffs like dat.

didnt knw why today i felt so tired till i couldnt really run properly.

i gt audience watching me.

went home with qimm & rai.

home sweet home.

patience is a virtue.

2009-05-17T20:42:00.004+08:00

sunday, 17 may 09.
8.43pm.

yea, you make me smile.

stayed at home the whole day today.

decided to rest and chill at home.
my schedule is packed with sch, soccer, ~~lo♥e~~ & many other things.

tmr marks the fifth wk of sch.

life's kinda fun in poly.

we get to move ard during lessons, unlike sec sch.

but still, i miss sec sch life.

in poly, one lesson is like 2 hrs or 3 hrs long.

imagine dat..

hahaa.

other den tht, we get to use the computer like most of the time.

so, instead of looking at the slideshows in our own comp, most of us are playing games, reading blogs, chatting & even facebooking.

tht's how fun sch is.

sometimes i wonder whether its my fault, or its naturally like this.

am i giving ppl wrong signals or they see things differently.

i attract them, or they noticed me.

i tend to feel super guilty when i turn them down.

hmm.

and yea, to someone, i'm not ready yet.

i hope you understand.

maybe in future ?

heh.

Listen
by Becky

Thank you for always being there,

To listen and understand me.
I appreciate all you did for me,

And all you still do.

Thank you for making me feel whole again,

For putting my pieces back together.

I appreciate you putting my life back together,

You saved my life.

You may not understand,

Why I do what I do.

But you never criticized,

You just helped my through.

I knew I could come to you when I was down,

'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up

and say everything will be ok.

♥♥♥♥♥

2009-05-17T00:29:00.002+08:00

sunday, 17 may o9
12.38am.

as you guys knw, manchester united is the champion again !

YAY !

my fake sister; fyzah.

my mummy; tufha

i miss ust ruhaizan.

2009-05-15T00:26:00.002+08:00

friday, 15 may 09.
12.28am.

me & randy !

we wore pink today.

business information system was so terok for me.

i couldnt get what mr siva was saying.

he's too fast !

and i had to help out the 3 latecomers who sat beside me.

my results was so different frm his results.

HAHAH.

he checked our assignments for the microsoft excel basic, intermediate & advanced.

and guess what he said ?

'wahh syafiqah.. FANTASTIC !'

lunch-ed at north canteen and the nasi ayam was so kering.

i only managed to finish half.

byk giler seh !

comm skills was kinda fun as usual.

laughed like nobody's business.

i'm sorry if i laughed too much.

laughing queen mah.

and yeah, tufha is our best speaker lah seh !

mummy !

lol.

oh ya, me and fyzah decided to call tufha mummy.

so cute.

tufha have two beautiful daughters names fyqah & fyzah.

i'm sure tufha's gna laugh like mad if she reads this.

hahahaha!

lpk-ed with apis at his lab and laughed alot !

like seriously alot.

he smells very very sweet bcs i sprayed ALOT of my perfume on him.

& he smells like a girl !

HAHAHA.

soccer training was awesomeeee.

nad took charge of my grp & she really thought me alot.

apis, whr's my chocolate ?!

2009-05-14T00:22:00.002+08:00

thursday, 14 may 09.
12.24am.

happy birthday mr goh junxing.

may your wishes and dreams come true.

you're missed.

oh bekas kekasih-ku.

2009-05-13T21:06:00.002+08:00

wednesday, 13 may 09.
9.06 pm.

Teletubbies !

PO - HAFIZ.

LALA- SYAFIQAH

DIPSY- CHRIS

TINKY- WINKY- MUTALLIB.

okay ni name nye tkde kerje.

fyzah & tufha, we shall take more pics tgr.

2009-05-12T23:18:00.002+08:00

tuesday, 12 may 09.
11.19 pm.

bodoh bodoh bodoh

HAHAH!

tufha and fyzah have always been driving me crazy.

& they have MAJOR CRUSHES !

lol.

i can be somewhat evil at times.

hahaha !

tufha understands why.

lol.

i shall go and slp now as i have a make-up lesson tmr, when tmr is supposed to be our 'off' day.

urgh.

2009-05-10T21:37:00.002+08:00

sunday, 10 may 09.
9.37pm.

i think that there's several thing that i really wna blog abt.

to be specific, there's 3.

some people can really be such pain in the ass.

why must you knw whatever i do ?

wherever i go ?

and i dont even wna knw whr you go or what you're doing.

like seriously, i dont give a damn.

you dont have to msg any of us, and pandai2 buat cite.

and kalau nk tipu pon, think twice.

dont mess with the wrong person.

i'm not the only one who's irritated by you.

my problems are settled, so please stop telling me stories abt whoever.

if you're reading my blog, sape mkn cili, dia yg terase pedas.

secondly.

have i really changed ?

or you're the one who's getting more irritating ?

well, i dont care.

lastly.

i think some ppl dont appreciate the ppl ard them.

korg tk perlu eh nk act this way.

you think you all big shot ah ?

gi mampos ah.

like seriously.

you dont have to make up stories abt us.

we dont talk shit abt you guys, you all jolly well keep your mouths shut.

if i hear anymore things frm anyone, good luck ah sia.

man u is leading 2-0 now at the 64th min.

i miss grandma.

2009-05-09T15:07:00.004+08:00

saturday, 9 may 09
3.15pm.

i just realised that i havent blogged abt soccer trainings before.

heh.

soccer is fun lah.

like very fun.

thats all.

went to watch jangan tegur ytd.

HAHAHAHA.

i feel so slenge.

havent start da tutop mate.

tk ke slenge tu ?

the storyline is not bad ah.

at least i understood the story, though i was covering my eyes most of the time.

hahahaha.

me & hafiz was like trying to figure out why the title is 'jangan tegur'.

no link sia !

and the translation for jangan tegur is be silent.

apeeeeee je.

be silent is diam.

HAHAHA.

klaka seram siol.

aft the movie, hafiz had his night exercise.

i made him walk with me frm causeway to my house.

tk ke jauh tu ?

ahahaha.

he was alr perspiring like nobody's business when we just reached riverside sec.

i'll make him lose at least 3 kg per week.

amcm ?

HAHAHA.

thanks yaw (:

2009-05-06T15:52:00.004+08:00

wednesday, 6 may 09.
4.33pm.

hantu ice cream.

ytd was kinda fun ?

me and tufha was marked late for sch.

'try to be punctual next week okay ?'

lol.

as if we're young kids like dat.

as usual, pcmp always makes me feel so lost and blur.

asked the ppl ard me whether they understood, and their ans was ..

'do i look like i understand?'

'not a single bit'

'just listen to her lor'

wth.

lunch break seems soooo long.

ahahaha.

for the first time, i enjoyed wdmp bcs i understood those craps.

seriously.

and for the first time, i helped others instead of others helping me.

yay!

haaha.

since i finished early, i helped tufha and fizah.

and so, we get to go off early.

and it was an hour earlier.

gerek siol.

mutallib called and asked me to wait for them at the 6th door frm the last cabin.

HAHAHA.

here they are.

we went to wisma to sent qaiyum's phone for servicing.

walked ard and qaiyum & liza kept arguing over small stuffs.

hahahaha.

aku kahwin kan korg baru tau.

we walked to heeren and walked ard.

aliens invasion.

den we walked to plaza singapura.

fuyoo.

me & qaiyum.

mutallib.

mutallib and qaiyum.

i feel so short when i'm with them.
this is how i look when i'm msging.

me & qaiyum.

2009-05-03T20:36:00.002+08:00

sunday, 3rd may 09.
8.40pm.

meng meng !

senyum senget.

the last time i took a photo with this australian guy was last yr.

hahahah !

firdaus keith lightbody john & nur syafiqah slimbody mary.

*winks*

2009-05-02T14:19:00.002+08:00

saturday, 2nd may 09.
2.22pm

i just thought of smth.

today's my handsome junior's birthday !

used to make him play the crash cymbals until he gt so sian.

and now, he's a pro on the drums.

frm crash to drumset.

so proud of him.

here are some pictures of him.

we were playing pirates of the carribean.

i played the lower toms and snare.

and he played the dno what toms and snare.

he gt to sit, but i had to stand.

HAHAH.

during sonore 4.
aft SYF. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUN CHANG.

stay handsome & all the best for your O's

*winks*

2009-05-01T17:12:00.003+08:00

friday, 1st may 09.
5.24pm.

went to meet junkiat just now.

thanks for the soccer boots yaw.

i promise it'll still be in the best condition when its returned.

heh.

most probably going to play soccer with daddy later.

some cute pictures.

heh.

my cute brothers!

hafiz's pic when he's young!

he's the right one.

CUTE GILER KAN !
& yea, there goes your cuteness.
HAHAH.

2009-05-01T15:42:00.004+08:00

friday, 1 may 09.
4.35pm.

YESTERDAY WAS A VERY TIRING DAY.

managed to watch soccer, man u vs arsenal.

and yea, man u won.

since today is a public holiday, i had principles of computing's make up lesson earlyyyyyy in the morning ytd at 8.

me and tufha and sky and andrew and ji mei was 5 mins late.

lol.

i gt so blur and lost.

console.writeline & console.write

console.readline & console.read

chicken backside.

i dont understand dat.

& its only the starting !

babs btol.

mr siva didnt come as he's sick.

mr sum did the teaching.

lol.

dead ppl talking.

-.-

did the microsoft excel thingy with the help with yiru, ernest & tufha.

and i'm done !

lunch break was ...

me and tufha was laughing like 80 % of the time.

and yea, babe, i suggest, you should sit beside me, and let hafizah sit infront of us.

in that case, we dont have to face each other.

communication skills was fun.

had to write down our name on a piece of ppr and pass it ard.

the class had to write positive comments.

its touching.

HAHAHA.

most of them said pretty, cheerful and fun.

aft sch, went to collect my ezlink.

yay.

took the mrt and story mory with tufha and fizah.

went to meet my girlfriends at causeway point.

we had dinner at swensens.

i'll let the pics to the talking baby.

shermin darling.

choonyi and shermin.

its been months since we last took pictures tgr.

take 2.

sorry for pointing yr nose darling.

HAHA.

shermin ALWAYS mispronounce poke as 'pork'

earthquake!

sab and company.
they kept grabbing each other's toot.
-.-
dangerous ppl.

sab acting cute.

no matter how much she likes to act cute, i still love her.

my pillow !

aft that, i took 965 to masjid.

as usual, for usrah.

i nearly fell aslp a few times as i was veryyyyyyyy slpy.

and at last, i reached home at 11.30 ?

i think.

2009-04-29T12:20:00.007+08:00

wednesday, 29 Apr 09.
7.34 pm.

i have the sudden urge of posting random photos of those i miss.

poly makes me miss my sec sch friends.

i miss shikin.

i miss maisarah, sab & imah.
rahmat reminds me of band.
and so, i miss the times when we're still the leaders of the band.

and for sure, i miss 5N1 '08.

i miss my cousin, iwan !

and of course, his sister too, yani.

fatin too !

i miss the times when i was still 4 !

i miss aisyah.

so cute ! i miss sulyana & halizah.

and mutallib (:

qaiyum too.

and kak dee.

i'm nt very tall.

she's short.

school has been kinda suckish this few days.
i nearly broke down several times in sch bcs i really dont knw what the teacher was teaching, well, to be precise, mumbling.
i really needa catch up with the rest.
everyday makes me feel like i'm still in day 1.
and so, hafiz, i need yr guidance.

oh yeah, thanks for the calculator and helping me buy the book darling !

gna watch man u vs arsenal ltr at 3.
(:

2009-04-26T21:19:00.002+08:00

Tagged by haziq to do this.

WHICH IS BETTER MORE IMPORTANT?

Love or Trust? -trust
Brains or Beauty? -brains
Relationship or Sex? -relationship -.-
Family or Friends? -both.
iPod or Cell Phone? - cell phone.
Computer/TV? -both.
Food or Drink? -drink.
Coke or Pepsi? -pepsi.
Chocolate or Vanilla? -chocolate.
Double-Sided Tape or One-Sided Tape? -double sided.

I THINK THAT I..
[ ] Am Pretty
[ ] Am Smart
[x] Am Nice
[ ] Am a Bad Influence
[x] Am a Good Influence
[ ] Am More Attractive Than Most of My Friends
[ ] Am Popular
[ ] Am Spoiled
[x] Have a Good Fashion Sense
[ ] Am Not Good Enough..
[ ] Have Better Things to do Than This Quiz
[ ] Am Considered ‘Goodlooking’ by the Opposite Sex
[x] Curse too Much
[ ] Have too Much Time on my Hands
[ ] Am Overweight
[x] Am too Skinny

RANDOM.

Q:Someone you know drops $10, but keeps walking. What would you do?
A: call him/her and inform them.

Q: What’s your dream job?
A: nurse or paramedic.

Q: What’s your favorite drink?
A: ice lemon tea

Q: What’s your favorite movie & why?
A: titanic; its just my favourite. can ?

Q: Who’s your BEST friend?
A: i have many good friends and close friends. but there's no bestfriends yet.

Q: If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
A: i think i'll just stick to my name ;p

Q: Who, of all the people you know, do you wish that you were better friends with?
A: hmm. i want all my friends to be a better one. can ?

Q: What’s the one thing that you wish you could change about yourself?
A: my skin condition. i gt eczema since i was 4 D;

Q: What’s your favorite commercial?
A: hmm. the indonesian commercial abt smoking.

Q: What color do you wish your eyes were?
A: hazel brown.

Q: What’s your favorite book?
A: egoist.

Q: If you had a son, what would you name him?
A: not planned yet. haha.

Q: If you had a daughter, what would you name her?
A: not planned as well.

Q: Who’s your favorite relative, and why?
A: IWAN ! he's funny. and zulhelmi, bcs he's cute. and aisyah, bcs she's always there for me. and yani, bcs i love her. and syafiq, bcs i love him (:

Q: What’s your favorite holiday & why?
A: hmm. what kind of holiday ?

Q: Can you name 5 different Pokemons?
A: pikachu, mew, jigglypuff, charizard & bulbasaur.

Q: Do you know anyone that CAN name 5 different Pokemons?
A: ernest.

Q: What’s one thing that you do that your parents wouldn't approve of?
A: coming home very late at night.

HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW YOUR BEST FRIEND(S)?
Name 10 of your closest friends:
mutallib.
halizah.
qaiyum.
nazirah.
tufha.
hafiz.
din.
ernest.
sulyana.
ust ruhaizan.

Favorite Color?
blue, pink & white.

Favorite Food?
mum's cooking, burger king & kinderjoy!

Favorite Drink?
ice lemon tea, & pure choc frm coffee bean.

Favorite Song?
there's no favourite, bt there's many that i like.

Favorite Saying?
sial ah ! & astaghfirlah !

Favorite School Subject?
communication skills & personal development.

Favorite Candy?
any chocolates.

Favorite Type of Soda?
ice cream soda ?

Favorite TV Show?
america's next top model.

Now, tagged 5 people to do this quiz:
syahira.
hafiz.
ernest.
tufha.
jasmine ?

2009-04-26T14:57:00.003+08:00

sunday, 26 apr 09.
3.11pm.

yes, its true.

i miss getting hugs frm my 5n1 girlfriends.

first wk of sch is alr super hectic.

however, its tiring yet fun.

VERY fun.

too many informations forced to penetrate through my brain cells.

lol.

mcm paham je.

i have computing maths, principles of computing, communication skills, personal development, business information system, digital electronics.

did i miss out anything ?

and guess what?

nothing is easy.

everything seems so complicated.

fortunately, i alr have close friends in class who made look forward going to sch.

though everything isnt easy, i've nvr dread gg to sch.

EI0906 is the best.

glad to have close friends such as Tufha, Fizah & darling Ernest.

lol.

even Hafiz !

though he's in yr 3.

heh.

Hafiz is gna be my personal tutor for computing maths since he gt A+ for cmaths 1.

lol.

apart frm studies, i've signed up for a cca.

and thats e cca i've always wanted.

heh.

women's soccer!

yay! (:

to you girl, dont give up.

i knw how you feel.

but you're nt the only one.

giving up isnt the way.

this course isnt my choice either.

but i choose to continue with it & choose to have the right attitude.

i love you girl.

cant wait for second wk of sch.

2009-04-22T00:34:00.002+08:00

tuesday, 22 april 09.
12.34 am.

school was okay today.

met rahmat in the morning to get the timetable he helped to print.

heh.

thanks yo!

principles of computing has like so many informations to knw.

haiyaa.

seriously lahh.

lunched with the whole class.

i love them sia.

like seriously.

we're so united.

heh.

walked to the bookshop tgr.

and then to the library.

lepak-ed there and exchanged contacts and stutffs like dat.

had another lesson at 3pm.

it was a 3 hour module.

what the hellllll.

web design something something.

helped each other and off we go.

you're oh-so-handsome!

*melts!*

2009-04-20T20:04:00.017+08:00

monday, 20 apr 2009.
10.34pm.

first day of tertiary education!

met nita on time at yck mrt station.

some lessons were like ....

some were ...

classmates were super gerek.

especially jasmine and tufha.

looking forward to second day !

yay.