HI EVERYBODEH! I'M BACK!

STILL ALIVE AND KICKING.

heheheheh.

New year, new life, new resolution.

2010 is the past. Get over it.

My new year resolution ;

- Not to repeat my mistakes i made in 2o1o.
- Be a better muslimah

- Dress up abit more nicely. heheheh.
- Start saving up? :DDD
- Study harder.

thats all for now (:

My siblings and I were in the car, on the way to the family gathering at Hougang when I suddenly thought of my late grandma. I started crying and texted my sister who was beside me, and she also started to cry.

I stopped crying when we reached the location, but aft sitting there and looking around, i started crying again. So i ran to the other blk so that no one will see me. I cried it all out, and i walked back to the place. Skali, i sat at the back, and my late grandma's brother came to me and asked, knape ni sorg2? Ade masalah ke?

As usual, I cant have ppl asking me qns when I'm controlling my tears. So, I burst into tears again. Bik Juju came to me and asked why... and I answered "teringatkan wawa.."

I forced myself to stop crying bcs I didnt wna spoil the mood of the event. I ran around, laughed, ate like no one's business. Love called to ask if I was okay (:

Karaoke, games & everything was fun.

As for lucky draw, I won 2nd prize, Syahira won 7th prize, and Syahir won the 20th.

:D

gambar lawa eh.

HAHAHA.

anyway, i'm moving to another blog soon.

its still under construction :D

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Went to Masjid Al-Iman to support my fellow friends who were in the top 12 for the Haji Paiman Oratorical Challenge. Tipah and i were the ones who were super tensed lah! Hehee.

I feel super nervous for them.

Syaakir was the first speaker, and I can see his hands shivering. Then Firdaus was speaker number... idontremember. And Su'aidah was the11th speaker. She was awesome. She smiled throughout.

Syaakir and Firdaus dpt consolation prize, and Su'aidah got 3rd place.

MARHA MARHA!

I'm proud of you sweetheart (:

I miss you.

Whoever you are.

Everything has its limits.

And yes, i think its reaching my limits lah. I know you're upset. I am too. Its hard for you, its harder for me. Too many ppl asked me wht happened and all that. I didnt choose this, you made me do this. I didnt choose this path bcs I suke2 wna leave. Please. I'm the type who'd stick to my decisions. Kalau tk caye, tanye Mutallib. He knows me best when it comes to this. You're not making me feel better. You're making me feel worst.

This month had been fun giler.

Firstly, I think i watched a lot of movies. Hehehee. Last week, I watched Dear John, then on Monday, I watched Cop Out, ystd I watched How to train your dragon 3D. Did i miss out anything? Entah eh.

Secondly, ANC was awesome. Get to meet many people. The best thing was that my grp had awesomely fun facilitators - Putra, Hadi & Farid. Being the only female faci, they really took great care of me. Thanks guys! :D

My team was grp 9, unfortunately the last grp, and I was the back faci. And yeaa, being the back faci means that I'm the last person cycling. There was no one behind me at all! Something scary happened to me unfortunately. I dont wish to reveal it. Kalau nk tau, tanye sendiri kay :D

Overall, it was something worth trying, though its tiring giler babs.

After night cycling, I had to rush home and siap & go for kendarat at Bedok. I was super tired laa. Aft hours of work, we all received $45 each. Gaji buta! Padahal I was like slpg most of the time. Hehehee.

Thirdly, my birthday was kinda awesome this yr (:

Gang surprised me by holding a cake at the door. Hehehee.

Forth, managed to meet up with sec sch friends - Sab, Ummu & Iskandar. Gerek! Sorry i had to go off early. Meet up soon! :D

Fifth, Captains Ball was awesome! My team won!

Dah. This part is for sape2 yg terasa lah eh. I didnt hancurkan yr hubungan with him. You were the one who destroyed your own r/s. He's a nice person, and I only regard him as a brother. You've taken advantage of his trust. He left you bcs of yr actions, and obviously it wasnt bcs of me. So please, bbl tu biar beralas sikit eh. Jangan nk pandai2 salahkan org.